Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 129

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Just as that thoughts crosses my mind another one crashes inside my head painfully.

“You’re here to tell me you don’t want the baby and are getting an abortion, right?” I ask

her stiffly, every

joint in my body locking.

She looks up sharply at me. Fire burning inside those brown orbs. For a moment I see the

old Ava back.

The one she was becoming before I broke her.

“Why the hell would you think that?” she snaps. “I admit, when I found out I wasn’t in my

right frame of

mind and I thought the baby would be better off not being born, but I quickly came back

to my senses.

I heave a sigh of relief. I don’t know what I would have fucking done if she had told me she

didn’t want to

have my baby.

“I came to tell you because I wanted to know what you want to do. I know that you don’t

really care about

me so maybe you wouldn’t care about the baby too. Do you want to be in his or her life?”

I think about it before answering “No”

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It pained me to say it, but the baby was better off without me I am a monster for what I

did to Ava.

She’s silent for a while, before she stands up and picks up her bag My head falls forward.

Hiding the pain

that I was feeling inside.

She goes to leave, but then she stops and sits back down

“Why?” she demands. Is it because you were just using me?”

“What can I offer him or her? I’m in prison, Ava By the time I get out, he or she will be an

adult. I’ll miss all

the milestones, I’ll never get to be a real father to them, plus who wants a dad that would

do such

despicable things to their mom?” I ask, desperate to have her understand

She doesn’t say anything for a while. I think I’ve made her see reason, but she surprises

me.

“I know, but you’re their father. Whether you’re in prison or not, it won’t change that. You

can be with us

through every milestone, Ethan. I can include you if you want. You never have to miss

anything. This baby

derserves to know his or her father and your child will love you despite your sins, you just

have to be there

for them”

“You’re willing to bring our baby here for visitations?” I ask in surprise

“Yes”

I stare at her in surprise. Ava was truly phenomenal. I don’t understand how the hell

Rowan was able to

resist falling in love with her for the nine years they were together.

“Thank you” I tell her, my voice so full of emotion.

She nods her head and begins to stand. “I need to go, but I’ll be in touch. I’ll reach out

again after my next

appointment. In the meantime you can have this”

She gives me a copy of a scan. It doesn’t take long to figure out what I’m looking at. I’m

not an emotional

man, but tears fill my fucking eyes.

1 care about you” I tell her before she can leave.

At my words, she stops and turns to face me.

“W–what?”

“I’ll hate myself more if you leave without hearing me.” I breathe out. “I fucking love you,

Ava. I don’t know

when it happened or how it happened, but it did. I love you with every beating of my

heart”

Her breath hitches and mist fills her eyes. “You have to know that it’s too late now” she

whispers.

“I know. I fucked up, but that still doesn’t change the fact that I fell fast and hard for you”

“I saw a future with you, you know that? It was so tangible and bright. My feelings for you

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were blooming. I

was on my way to giving you my whole heart. Broken pieces and all. Instead you

destroyed everything”

I stand, unable to take the crashing pain. I knew she was fond of me and liked my

company. I didn’t know

that she had developed feelings for me. That she was on her way to falling in love with

me.

That knowledge was killing me. Destroying me from the inside out. I lost everything and

because of my

foolishness, I couldn’t be an ever present father to my child. Because of my stupidity, I’m

now missing out

on having a great woman by my side.

“Will you ever forgive me?” I ask brokenly.

“Maybe some time later in the future, but not right now”

Before I can think and back out, I pull her into my arms and kiss her with a passion that’s

suffocating.

knowing very well that this is the last time I’ll ever kiss her. That this is the last time she’ll

ever allow me

to kiss her.

This was our goodbye kiss. Deep down I know that I’ve lost my chance with her.

SANOU SI.

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